Am I feeling the stress? I don't know.
Honestly, I don't think so.
'Coz if I am, I won't be taking life so easily now.
Is that a good thing?
Hmmm. not entirely. No. Actually, its not a good thing at all.
Assignments are starting to pile up and here I am, slacking and sleeping as though the submissions are gonna be in 10 years time. Mind you, I still go to school and did the workshops. If anything I could probably Aced the workshop module. Illustrator? Photoshop? Pffft. Too easy. Photography? I could do that. MIS? My idea is pretty good. Modeling? I'm just glad that that's over!! Like seriously.
I know my flaws. I procrastinate. And I procrastinate. And I still procrastinate.
Problem here is that I just don't have the motivation!
Drawing sucks. I absorb a lot. But just why the hell am I not improving?! That's so depressing that I'm just starting to push it aside. Then there's 2D. Oh I love it. Honestly, I love it.
BUT~
There's always gonna be a 'But' here.
Anyways, 2D. Gosh. It's painting. Sigh. My ideas for 2D are top notch. I'm impressed with my ideas like seriously. No kidding. But the execution wise... I'm not too sure about that. Bah! Whatever.
I seriously need a kick on my backside. My butt. My ass.
Foundation studies sucks.
And 3D as well. Oh man. 3D oh 3D. Wirehand. You hurt me, boy.
Ahhh. I could go on and on and on about these.
Fact is, I just lack the necessary motivation.
I believe though if I could get into level 1, I could ace all the subjects.
As long as it's digital arts, I know I could do well.
As long as it's digital. Jyeah.
Whatever. I'm not aiming high for foundation. I wouldn't mind a D.
As long as I clear the level, I'm pretty fine with whatever grades I get.
Few more weeks to submission.
Am I able to do it?
Stay tune to find out.