Okay, so 2008 just passed. Couldn't be more happier. Seriously.
One bad thing happened after another. And I got premonitions and stuff.
Lets see -- the break up, on V-DAY no less. Falling grades due to poor attendance. Severed ties with my closest friend becouse one tiny matter. And finally losing my job. My second family. What did I gain?
I gain nothing.
What did I lose?
I lost everything.

I dunno, I'm not one to make resolutions. Coz its not say, unachievable, but rather just simply unachieved. I realised that, people, humans in general, everyone cant be taken in seriously. The more you trust them, the more they are going to hurt you.

Seriously, I don't wanna lose this friendship thats taken quite awhile to build up. And yes maybe it's my fault for falling for her. But ive appologised and I sincerely wanna reconcile. Coz for all the bad things people say, deep down I know that well, she's just spoilt. Maybe a talk would do us good, but a talk is what I'm not getting. Which can be frustrating. I've decided that by the end of the year 2008, the matter still unresolved, then I will have to forget about her and remove all memories regarding her. And so it happened.

Well, 2008 came and went.
All I can do is not to make the same mistakes again.
I should be living my life by now.
=D