Oh just so u know, I've move my blog to posterous. its at http://artzero.posterous.com. see you there people!

Am I feeling the stress? I don't know.
Honestly, I don't think so.
'Coz if I am, I won't be taking life so easily now.
Is that a good thing?
Hmmm. not entirely. No. Actually, its not a good thing at all.
Assignments are starting to pile up and here I am, slacking and sleeping as though the submissions are gonna be in 10 years time. Mind you, I still go to school and did the workshops. If anything I could probably Aced the workshop module. Illustrator? Photoshop? Pffft. Too easy. Photography? I could do that. MIS? My idea is pretty good. Modeling? I'm just glad that that's over!! Like seriously.

I know my flaws. I procrastinate. And I procrastinate. And I still procrastinate.
Problem here is that I just don't have the motivation!
Drawing sucks. I absorb a lot. But just why the hell am I not improving?! That's so depressing that I'm just starting to push it aside. Then there's 2D. Oh I love it. Honestly, I love it.

BUT~
There's always gonna be a 'But' here.
Anyways, 2D. Gosh. It's painting. Sigh. My ideas for 2D are top notch. I'm impressed with my ideas like seriously. No kidding. But the execution wise... I'm not too sure about that. Bah! Whatever.
I seriously need a kick on my backside. My butt. My ass.

Foundation studies sucks.
And 3D as well. Oh man. 3D oh 3D. Wirehand. You hurt me, boy.
Ahhh. I could go on and on and on about these.

Fact is, I just lack the necessary motivation.
I believe though if I could get into level 1, I could ace all the subjects.
As long as it's digital arts, I know I could do well.
As long as it's digital. Jyeah.

Whatever. I'm not aiming high for foundation. I wouldn't mind a D.
As long as I clear the level, I'm pretty fine with whatever grades I get.
Few more weeks to submission.
Am I able to do it?
Stay tune to find out.

This blog needs a complete revamp.
=D

Someone's loss is another one's gain. True?

Heartbreaks, they certainly do come. The important thing is, not to get overly depressed cause of it. Because, if you do, then, you won't be able to see the more precious things in life. For every one that despise you, there is always some one to lend you support. We just have to open up our hearts, and our eyes of course. Because, if we missed it, then, it could be that the chance is forever gone.

But, amazingly, even though we know this, we reject the help of others. Why?
Ego?
Pride?

Humans are such pitiful creatures. Lonely, always craving the need for someone else but yet we are afraid of how others look at us(?).

Ashamed of ourselves maybe?
Hmmm.

Some points to ponder.

Dear Cyndaquil,

To quote Forest Gump, "Life is like a box of chocolates, You'll never know what you'll get inside." And that's true, isn't it? Life always throws you a curve ball when you least expects it.

My advice is that, don't be concern with which that does not love/care about you. For which that don't love you, dosen't deserve you. Honestly speaking, don't restrict yourself to the the past. Look up to the future. It's not just that it's better, but it's a lot more exciting. Like I said earlier, it's difficult, its hard. But that is why you have to live on. You have to stand up on your own two feet again. And when you do, know that you are a stronger person than before. Know that your experience is not in vain.

It's ok to think about your past relationship. That is normal. You think, you get heartaches, you feel pain. That is normal. It just shows how much you've devoted yourself to the relationship. Just don't let your thoughts control you. Period.

Hmm. Try doing something which you have never done before in your entire life. Rob a bank. Punch someone. Kiss a stranger. LOL. Or whatever. It could help you to stop thinking about the past. Ok maybe not entirely. I mean, for sure, the past will always creep in no matter how much you try, but you can though, limit that.

Live strong; I'll be rooting for you to survive the ordeal you are going through.

If you got anything you disagree, or you have anything you want to talk to me about, my ears are always open, 24/7, comment them on Twitter, and if I could help you there, I'll help you there. If not, I'll use this space and lend you a hand. I'll pull you away from the endless abyss which you are going through. Trust me.

Sincerely,
Art

My wife and girlfriends are giving me headache. iyah cannot tahan ): how sia... I might die of depression soon...

Luckily, there was someone who was always there for me. His name is ... ah well, starts with the letter "A" ends with the letter "R". He is my classmate. My feelings for him was somehow unexpected but expected. Iyah! don't know how to explain, I shy shy liao.

How I realize i got feelingsz for him is that got one fine day, We went toliet together... and after pee-ing. he suddenly grab my hand and put it in his dicky.

he said: can you feel my magic stick art?

I was shocked, but when my hand felt his long long hard hard magic stick. Suddenly i BOOMZ in excitement!!! i feel so happy. and thats when we look into each other eyez. and he say "I Love You Art, Even though youre tied down by your maid". "Come with me, I can bring you to a paradise place call Little India."

Then we kissed each other passionately. And suddenly...

CBT saw us kissing..and he gave us both a pervertic smile. His mind was like "ehhehheeh, i wanna join too"

So indeed it was true!, he closed the toliet door and walk towards us and threaten us. telling us that if we dont do what he says he will report us to our parents. We were both frightened and we dont know what to do but to listened to him.

Following past few days have been hella for us..He forced us to do something you cant imagined..aiyah..i dont want to say.i feel so malu now.. and after tomorrow.. we will be out of that place and me an R can have our sweet sweet times together alr.

I will conti this next time, cause now R is beside me. I feeeeel sooo XXXXX.

I will always be there for you, to cherish you, to love and care for you R.
that time you asked me what is your blood type, so now i answered.

My type is you...

Love you! xoxoxoxo

So our ITE life finally ended. 2 fuckin' years (almost 3years for me) gone oh so fast. Certainly for the most of us, ITE is prolly THE best years of our life by far and large. And it's not hard to see why. For the misfits that we are, able to group together as one and gelling pretty darn well, that is an accomplishment by itself and deserved special mentions and praises too.

As we look back on the daily routines of our school life, we'll prolly remember the stupid stuff that we did. Hopefully able to laugh it all off. Well I've only joined you bunch for 6 months less, but hell yea, it's fun alright. IT'S FUCKIN FUN. I'm sure prior to that, you guys must have done alot more memorable things.

For now, let's take a good look back at the events that transpired, starring your very own coolest MFB.

- It's early weeks as I just joined your class. 1A sounds alot better then 1J for some reason I think. That's not important - anyway... And what do I get for joining your class?! MISFORTUNE!!! OMG! THAT FUCKIN' INDIAN JUST GAVE ME 10 FUCKIN' PUNCHES TO THE FUCKIN' HEAD!! Just to put the record straight again, I hath NO intention of saving anyone uh! XD
I don't even know you people back then, why would I wanna save Neelau?! Thats where allllll the jokes started anyway. Sheesh!! Haha!

- I remember the times where we spent our whole day on the basketball court. That was really interesting. All sorts of funny adventures then. Hao10 so the action. XD

- Oh who can forget the embarrassing moment in Madam Fauziah's class where I had my flyer WIDE OPEN!!! Oh the shhhyyyt! -.- Damn.

- A certain Tipsy Wipsy's buttcrack. OMG!!! SCARY SHIT MAN!! NO APPETITE FOR FOOD!!!! COVER THAT UP!! THAT'S ILLEGAL!!! EEEYER!!!

- Outing with XLB to Sentosa. My Samsung phone drowned. Rest in Pieces.

And now for the people I wanna tell to but can't coz very awkward.

- Vivian!! My money!!! Not just mine uh actually, several others too right? It's the end of ITE liao la!! When you want drag until!!!! No more, ok! WE want our money really soooooon!!!

- Sab, don't pretend! I want my T-shirt design book as well soon too!!! Immediately kay!

- Yong Liang ah. Stop talking so loudly la. Wa liao. XD

- Tipsy Wipsy, photoshop your chin properly can. Why so SHARP!!!! LOL!!

- Tap, stop being a Bangla laaaaaaa. No more Tabby Khan!!! XD

- Yi Xuan ah, remember that time you said you look like maid? HAHAHAHA!!

- Leo oh Leo. What are you?

- Shiro. Wear more white laaaaa!! Give your name the respect it deserves!!!! =D

Okay that should end it all. Now then, on to the the teachers. XD

- Mister Tan Wee Boon Sir aka Mr Rain. What's Rain favourite color? Hardcore fanatic uh u!!!
Haha! New found respect to you for helping me with the websites and stuff. Thank You. I don't forget people to taught me. Cheers! But right, do stop the locking of the class coz that's awesomely a dumb idea. Coz if we can;t get into class, then go home lor! Isn't that better for us, somewhat? XD Think about it yea?

- Miss Elya. The fat comments I made. Those aren't true luh. Haha! You're still my fav lecturer though. Interesting and witty! Fun class! First time I saw you though speaking in the audi, I thought you were stuck-up. =p Sorry about that! And Thanks!

- Madam Zai. You're good- just sometimes that youre indifferent... -.- LOL. Still, Thank you for the support!
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This is my second time graduating from ITE. But who cares. I'm pursuing what I want. I may not be as good as Leo or Roy, but I do believe that I have the right motivation to succeed in this field.

To the guys who think they've wasted two years of their life in ITE, well you're gonna waste another two years in the army. Good luck on that! Army ain't half bad. Its fun seriously. Enjoy! and Good Luck!

To the girls pursuing further studies, good luck for you peeps as well. It may be hard, but it's always fun if you have the right mentality!

As for me ill be pursuing NAFA for sure. And I'll miss you guys. I think!

OH BEFORE I FORGET, REGINA! FUCKIN, STOP SCARING PEOPLE!!! YOU CAN APPEAR OUT OF NO WHERE LIKE GHOST!!!

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Ps: All said and done, it's all joke and play yea. TO EVERYONE: NO HARD FEELINGS!! =D